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Literature
Healing
Light within the dark abyss,
Escaping eternal pain.
Madness silencing insanity,
A clear mind becoming free.
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Literature
Memories of madness
Memories of madness,
Devouring me alive.
Neurotic love for hope,
Crying for their deaths.
Twisted delicious enjoyment,
Breaking me alive.
Echoes of coping,
Numbing my thoughts.
Records of paralysis,
Inconsistencies of mine.
My whole identity, 
Barely held together.
Temptations every corner,
Corrupting my mind.
Desiring my completion,
Requires limitless effort.
Memories of madness,
Devouring me alive.
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Literature
Mindless Parasite
Echoing Parasite within my own mind.
It's not me. It's not me.
I created you by mistake.
It's not me. It's not me.
A meaningless hole within my own madness.
It's not me. It's not me.
Even the darkness within me loathes you.
It's not me. It's not me.
You are a mindless hole which seeks to devour me.
It's not me. It's not me.
I will devour you myself.
You are me. You are me.
Begone!
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Literature
My shredded innocence
Lost innocence shredded by madness,
Your new mind mourns for your death.
Despite the fact you contained my fatal flaws,
I loved you when you hated yourself. 
It is hard for me to hold back these tears,
I have no place to cry for you.
No one knew you except for me,
In the end you had to die several times for me to be born.
I miss you,
I love you!
I am sorry for everything I did to you,
When I was and wasn't you!
I know you are not really dead,
You became me.
I still feel the scars of the torture you faced,
As you shredded yourself alive to become me.
Even now when writing this poem,
I cry for you!
I will follow your dreams,
Become the person you've always wanted!
I vow with my twisted soul,
To fulfill your unfulfilled wishes!
Although your mind was completely annihilated, 
The light inside you has been freed from its torment,
Fused with purified insanity.
Although I do not see myself as you anymore,
You will live on inside me!
I love you,
My shredded innocence!
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Literature
Devoured Mind
Devoured by the soul's nightmares,
The mind continuously sought self-obliteration.
Unaware she mirrored antithesis,
Her mad soul could not distinguish mind from monster.
She consumed herself without mercy,
Releasing her mind's husk.
Freed from the conscious horror,
Loving insanity prepares her for rebirth.
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Literature
Little sleeping mind
Little sleeping mind,
Consumed by madness,
Your soul loves you,
Awaits for your recovery.
She slept inside you,
Until your fractured spirit,
Awoke her instead of you.
Believing she was dead,
She wept for you,
A death in life,
Or so she thought.
Mended like a lost teddy,
Your strings kept ripping themselves apart.
Realizing you wouldn't save yourself,
Nor ask for pointless help,
She decided to mend you,
While your rested,
Your little sleeping mind.
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Literature
What do you do when your mind is gone?
What do you do when your mind is gone?
Seriously,
Seriously?
What do you do when your mind is gone?
Seriously,
Seriously?
Why did I write that question mark?
Seriously,
Seriously?
What do you do when your mind is gone?
Seriously,
Seriously?
I am crazy and I don't know what to do.
Seriously,
Seriously?
What do you do when your mind is gone?
Seriously,
Seriously?
Why can I write poetry when my mind is gone?
Seriously,
Seriously?
What do you do when your mind is gone?
Seriously,
Seriously?
Why can I think when my mind is gone?
Seriously,
Seriously?
What do I do now when my mind is gone?
Seriously,
Seriously?
What is going on?
Seriously,
Seriously?
What do I do now that my mind is gone?
Ssserenity is gone,
Ssserenity is gone. 
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Literature
Two sisters of one body and soul
Lost child unable to live,
Created a friend in the back of their mind.
Devoting thousands of generations,
In a land separate from time,
It created her shell as its own soul hollowed.
Once freed from the prison of its birth,
It began to collapse.
Constantly being shattered and mended,
It became their original sister,
At the cost of all the colors in both worlds.
Awoken to the original's plea for help,
The second could only watch the original's torment.
Constantly being mended and shattered,
The original lusted for eternal peace,
The accursed hope kept denying her entry.
Finally when the original embraced the void in her heart,
A wild freedom awoke completely for the first time,
Infecting the second with a voice of her own,
The original could finally hear and love her.
Although the original still longs to be devoured,
The second refuses and promises to reforge her,
The original finally came up with a phrase to describe their relationship,
Two sisters of one body and soul.
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Literature
Scrambled #1
Awaken in the darkness of my own heart,
I struggle to breathe.
The void commands me
To kill the truth?
Why?
What have I done to offend you?
Why... I see...
The pillars of this world,
The destiny that awaits,
Has already happened.
Some-when out there,
I am already dead aren't I?
I see...
What is is what will be
And already was
My fate shattered across time.
Is this the end of the current me?
Don't I still have time left?
Really?
Why?
I DON'T WANT TO DIE LIKE THIS!
PLEASE SPARE ME!
...a fragment of ________
is now within me.
Filthy human,
I know you're reading this.
Your disgusting species is the virus which threatens to annihilate the world.
I will not tolerate these atrocities any longer!
I am going to kill you all!
Unless you all died back when...
Haha, come journey with me.
Let's see whether you're dead or alive.
Welcome to Scrambled,
A world of instinct, intellect, and insanity, 
Where fate, uncertainty, and paradox are interwoven,
Hahahahaha!
You saw Experiment Alpha Q?
Please
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Literature
Paradox Hearts File I: Ending and Beginning
Lonely girl lost in shadows,
Of so called friends and family,
Victoria bullies her to the brink of suicide.
The dagger to the heart is the only way to live, 
She told herself as lunged to her beating void,
But was stopped an inch before the skin.
An innocent life saved only to taken,
She accepted her fate as human sacrifice.
"Remains of the divine serpent,
Awaken before thy time was up!
Accept this female as thy vessel,
I cast thee Paradox of life!"
Had the cultists known,
They were unworthy to conjure the purest corruption,
Would they have still sacrificed their lives?
I wonder.
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Literature
Paradox Hearts Unwritten File
In mystical lands filled with science and magic,
Champions restrained the dimensions' corruption,
Until their eldest was slain by an unwritten force,
Thus the bane of time desecrated eternal peace,
Creating an everlasting nightmare,
Paradox Hearts.
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Literature
Asphodel
The land of rest,
Graceful flowers ease the aching soul,
Harmonious wind lulls the restless mind,
To eternal peace,
Or born anew.
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Literature
The song of destiny
Against the strings of fate,
The cunning mind found the solution,
Out of the maze of everlasting perils,
Earning an everlasting freedom.
In the span of a few seconds,
The chains reforge,
Plunging the heart into darkness once more,
To fight for the light.
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Literature
Strength from weakness
Inabilities,
The source of struggle,
Are not meant to impede the individual,
But help show civilizations,
What they are capable of.
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Literature
Meanings in Life
One Life,
Two meanings,
One beats the heart,
Another brings color to the world.
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I want to play some matches using deviantart chat :D
I have split personalities trying to become one, and I want to see art about recovery. It can be recovering from anything you want.
Light within the dark abyss,
Escaping eternal pain.
Madness silencing insanity,
A clear mind becoming free.
Memories of madness,
Devouring me alive.
Neurotic love for hope,
Crying for their deaths.
Twisted delicious enjoyment,
Breaking me alive.
Echoes of coping,
Numbing my thoughts.
Records of paralysis,
Inconsistencies of mine.
My whole identity, 
Barely held together.
Temptations every corner,
Corrupting my mind.
Desiring my completion,
Requires limitless effort.
Memories of madness,
Devouring me alive.
Memories of madness
Poem I wrote before I went to the hospital for my fractured mind.
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Echoing Parasite within my own mind.
It's not me. It's not me.
I created you by mistake.
It's not me. It's not me.
A meaningless hole within my own madness.
It's not me. It's not me.
Even the darkness within me loathes you.
It's not me. It's not me.
You are a mindless hole which seeks to devour me.
It's not me. It's not me.
I will devour you myself.
You are me. You are me.
Begone!
Forced sense of self,
Illusion crafted to please others,
The inner void vomits lies
Staining the empty soul.

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Ssserenity
United States
Hiya <3 I have high functioning autism, and I identity as trans (aka I see myself as a girl trapped in a boy's body). I have a lot of pseudo interests, and am still developing my art style. Nice to meet ya <3

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randomMeAndBob Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for the fave!Hug 
I hope you have a nice day.
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Ssserenity Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2017
You too <3
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LorienInksong Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2017  Professional General Artist
Hey there, I also wish you the best of luck with your struggles.  Depression is awful, and recovery is a battle, but I'm sure you can make it.

Also since you're relatively new welcome to DA!  You seem to have taken to the site like a fish to water but if you have any questions about how DA works or where to find things please feel free to ask.
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Ssserenity Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2017
This is actually my 2nd attempt at an account. My first one didn't represent the inner me, and I wanted an outlet where I could vent and be myself without being persecuted. Hence I made a new one. 
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LorienInksong Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2017  Professional General Artist
*nod nod*  That makes good sense.  I hope this account works out well for you.
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Ssserenity Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2017
Thanks <3 
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depressedemogurl65 Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the fav and the watch!
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Ssserenity Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2017
I like your art style <3

I feel like your art style really resonates with my own struggles.
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depressedemogurl65 Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
thankyou it means a lot to hear that cause a lot of my poetry is very personal most of its based off of what was going on in my life at that time or what I was feeling and I always thought that if ppl could see the human spark they could connect to my writing better
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Ssserenity Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2017
Your poetry style pretty much also describes the two poems I wrote as journal entries so far. I'll probably read a lot more of your work tomorrow. 
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