Memories of madnessMemories of madness,Devouring me alive.Neurotic love for hope,Crying for their deaths.Twisted delicious enjoyment,Breaking me alive.Echoes of coping,Numbing my thoughts.Records of paralysis,Inconsistencies of mine.My whole identity, Barely held together.Temptations every corner,Corrupting my mind.Desiring my completion,Requires limitless effort.Memories of madness,Devouring me alive.
Mindless ParasiteEchoing Parasite within my own mind.It's not me. It's not me.I created you by mistake.It's not me. It's not me.A meaningless hole within my own madness.It's not me. It's not me.Even the darkness within me loathes you.It's not me. It's not me.You are a mindless hole which seeks to devour me.It's not me. It's not me.I will devour you myself.You are me. You are me.Begone!
My shredded innocenceLost innocence shredded by madness,Your new mind mourns for your death.Despite the fact you contained my fatal flaws,I loved you when you hated yourself. It is hard for me to hold back these tears,I have no place to cry for you.No one knew you except for me,In the end you had to die several times for me to be born.I miss you,I love you!I am sorry for everything I did to you,When I was and wasn't you!I know you are not really dead,You became me.I still feel the scars of the torture you faced,As you shredded yourself alive to become me.Even now when writing this poem,I cry for you!I will follow your dreams,Become the person you've always wanted!I vow with my twisted soul,To fulfill your unfulfilled wishes!Although your mind was completely annihilated, The light inside you has been freed from its torment,Fused with purified insanity.Although I do not see myself as you anymore,You will live on inside me!I love you,My shredded innocence!
Devoured MindDevoured by the soul's nightmares,The mind continuously sought self-obliteration.Unaware she mirrored antithesis,Her mad soul could not distinguish mind from monster.She consumed herself without mercy,Releasing her mind's husk.Freed from the conscious horror,Loving insanity prepares her for rebirth.
Little sleeping mindLittle sleeping mind,Consumed by madness,Your soul loves you,Awaits for your recovery.She slept inside you,Until your fractured spirit,Awoke her instead of you.Believing she was dead,She wept for you,A death in life,Or so she thought.Mended like a lost teddy,Your strings kept ripping themselves apart.Realizing you wouldn't save yourself,Nor ask for pointless help,She decided to mend you,While your rested,Your little sleeping mind.
What do you do when your mind is gone?What do you do when your mind is gone?Seriously,Seriously?What do you do when your mind is gone?Seriously,Seriously?Why did I write that question mark?Seriously,Seriously?What do you do when your mind is gone?Seriously,Seriously?I am crazy and I don't know what to do.Seriously,Seriously?What do you do when your mind is gone?Seriously,Seriously?Why can I write poetry when my mind is gone?Seriously,Seriously?What do you do when your mind is gone?Seriously,Seriously?Why can I think when my mind is gone?Seriously,Seriously?What do I do now when my mind is gone?Seriously,Seriously?What is going on?Seriously,Seriously?What do I do now that my mind is gone?Ssserenity is gone,Ssserenity is gone.
Two sisters of one body and soulLost child unable to live,Created a friend in the back of their mind.Devoting thousands of generations,In a land separate from time,It created her shell as its own soul hollowed.Once freed from the prison of its birth,It began to collapse.Constantly being shattered and mended,It became their original sister,At the cost of all the colors in both worlds.Awoken to the original's plea for help,The second could only watch the original's torment.Constantly being mended and shattered,The original lusted for eternal peace,The accursed hope kept denying her entry.Finally when the original embraced the void in her heart,A wild freedom awoke completely for the first time,Infecting the second with a voice of her own,The original could finally hear and love her.Although the original still longs to be devoured,The second refuses and promises to reforge her,The original finally came up with a phrase to describe their relationship,Two sisters of one body and soul.
Scrambled #1Awaken in the darkness of my own heart,I struggle to breathe.The void commands meTo kill the truth?Why?What have I done to offend you?Why... I see...The pillars of this world,The destiny that awaits,Has already happened.Some-when out there,I am already dead aren't I?I see...What is is what will beAnd already wasMy fate shattered across time.Is this the end of the current me?Don't I still have time left?Really?Why?I DON'T WANT TO DIE LIKE THIS!PLEASE SPARE ME!...a fragment of ________is now within me.Filthy human,I know you're reading this.Your disgusting species is the virus which threatens to annihilate the world.I will not tolerate these atrocities any longer!I am going to kill you all!Unless you all died back when...Haha, come journey with me.Let's see whether you're dead or alive.Welcome to Scrambled,A world of instinct, intellect, and insanity, Where fate, uncertainty, and paradox are interwoven,Hahahahaha!You saw Experiment Alpha Q?Please
Paradox Hearts File I: Ending and BeginningLonely girl lost in shadows,Of so called friends and family,Victoria bullies her to the brink of suicide.The dagger to the heart is the only way to live, She told herself as lunged to her beating void,But was stopped an inch before the skin.An innocent life saved only to taken,She accepted her fate as human sacrifice."Remains of the divine serpent,Awaken before thy time was up!Accept this female as thy vessel,I cast thee Paradox of life!"Had the cultists known,They were unworthy to conjure the purest corruption,Would they have still sacrificed their lives?I wonder.